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Holding back: Chapter 19Touko's POV
It had been a week since I found the boy. He hasn't spoken since the night I found him. He won't speak to me and he won't even look at somebody else.
Ghetsis tried to act normal around him but the little child would just run away. N was also unable to talk with the little child. And why was I calling him child? I should think about a name for him..
.. Who is disturbing me at this time? It's like 2 AM.. I sat straight up in my bed and looked at the little boy. Nothing seemed wrong and he was still sleeping.
I swung my legs over the edge of the bed and quietly stood up. I didn't want to wake Ghetsis up. I wasn't allowed to walk around the castle on my own and certainly not at night.
I walked on my toes to the door, slowly opened it and peeked around the corner. N's face was inches away from mine, my cheeks coloured bright red.
'What are you doing here N?'
'I want to show you something.'
'Can't we do this tomorrow?'
He grabbed my hand and wanted to take m
Reaching out: PrologueIt has been 2 years since the incident at N's castle. The thought of all what happened still haunts me in my nightmares. I don't know where he is, and to be honest I don't care. I couldn't be what he wanted and he couldn't give me what I wanted. After everything he never tried to find me. Not that that would have been easy, because my mother insisted to move. So we moved, to a small private village. No Bianca, no Cheren and also no Touya.
These 2 years has been liberating. Hah, it's funny that I use that word. So much meaning in such a little word. I kept training my dear Pokemon Sunshine, Rose and Winston. I never caught any more Pokemon. The thought about catching Pokemon just made me scared. What if Ghetsis came back, what if he locked them up again. I just couldn't take the risk. I would give my life for these three and I already had to fulfil that promise multiple times.
The sudden sound of my laptop woke me up from my thoughts. Bianca was still talking about next week. They were
Holding back: Chapter 20N's POV
Once I laid her on the bed I couldn't stop but wonder how it would feel to be intimate with her. Her big blue eyes were closed and she was wearing a pyjama. She couldn't hear or see me. I sat next to her and let my hand caress the skin of her face. I inhaled deeply when I let the hand slide to her neck. I felt like a perv doing this, but I couldn't stop. I slowly lifted my hand and moved to the two mountains that were covered by her pyjama.
I'm almost there.. My eyes were big and my breath was irregular. My hand slowly approached the mountains and I was about to do things I wouldn't even think about before I met her. Once I laid my hand on her shirt her eyes opened and she let out a scream. The next thing I felt was a hard slap.
I sighed and walked away from the pilows.
Stupid book.. This doesn't help me at all..
I have been reading this books since forever. But since I met Touko, whenever I read a book like this, I would feel like throwing up.
And now I read it out loud
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